The Great Escape.

Or so it used to be...

Leaving for Mexico is something I have looked forward to for months, literally probably since I got back last year. I love going there so much, but this year I'm just not ready to leave. I am, but I'm not if that makes any sense. I am just going to miss you so damn much. Not being able to hear your voice at all for a month is going to be such torture. Not being able to text you whenever possible will be just as painful. My only hope of communication is the wonderful internet, and even then my time is limited. The more I think about it, the more I panic. I don't want to have to spend my month like this. It's going to be so hard baby...I miss you so much.

But then again, I know I will have an okay time once I get there. I always do. Only this time, I won't be able to not think of being home, I wouldn't want to. I know I will have sweet sweet dreams every night of being back home in your arms. I can't wait until my dreams can once again be my beautiful reality.

I too am so glad that we worked everything out today, baby. I'm so sorry it even happened. Never forget that you are the love of my life. You are the man I want to spend the rest of my life with, no matter what. I would do anything for you, baby.

Have you noticed that the only times we have argued or anything has been while one of us is gone?? I think the main reason we have had any discussions has been because we are both tense about being so far away from each other. It sucks lol. I'm sure once we both come things things will be a bit different in that way. I certainly hope so at least! :)

Well baby, I'm thinking you fell asleep already for the night, which is good for you. You really need rest! But I'm sad I won't get to hear your soothing voice much more. I don't feel ready to leave yet...

But I guess I will try to get some sleep before the long day. I miss you so so much, sweetheart. I can't wait to hear from you in the morning. Can you believe the next time I write in this, I will be in Mexico?! It doesn't feel like it to me. It almost just doesn't feel right. Anyway, enough of that. I love you with everything I have, baby. I'll miss you twice as much as before. Remember to try and have some fun over there, especially now that you can't just jump on a plane and come home to me :p

I LOVE YOU JEREMIAH!
Forever and Always <3